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courtney !
18 April 2009 @ 07:27 pm
6th day in a row I've taken my medication


I met Derek yesterday, and I am so thankful that I did. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I knew it was going to be something good the moment I saw his Gorilla Biscuits hoodie. :] Him and I spent 5 hours together in downtown Seattle, walking around, going in to shops, eating food, and just getting to know each other. We finally held hands, and he walked me down to the ferry and sat with me for forever.
Next time he's gonna kiss me, and I am just counting down the days till that happens. :]



Plus, I think the medication is working. I've been a lot calmer/happier lately.
 
 
Mood: happyhappy
 
 
courtney !
17 April 2009 @ 01:01 pm
This is the 5th day in a row I've taken my medication.


Ryan and I are no longer friends, if it weren't obvious from my last post. I don't really know what to feel, to be honest. I mean, I miss him a lot, but I've felt really good lately. I haven't been crying, or yelling, or getting upset. It's just been calm; quiet, but calm. And now that I've been talking to this one guy a lot, I have a feeling things could easily move forward, and I wouldn't forget, but I would move on.
Amanda says Ryan will come back, and I hope some day he does. However, him and I both know how stubborn we both are, and I have no idea how it will pan out, if it ever does.


Oh and, seeing Derek today. That makes me incredibly happy.
 
 
Mood: busybusy